This is the beginning

I think we all have a little bit of neurosis in us. I've realized that as I've gotten older. Everyone has it but it's those of us that admit we do that are one step ahead of the rest of the world. I say just go with it. It's sometimes fun.

A few of my friends have blogs. My friends that are on track with the rest of the world. (Ha, some of my friends still don't have computers. It's very, very sad.) I thought I would try it out. I am the farthest thing from a writer. I do write for myself often but never would I ever write to publish something. So, I thought this might be fun. I have always written in journals and began a journal that I've actually kept up with in 2005. It was for my daughter. My savior actually. Have you heard that song "In My Daughter's Eyes"? I heard it years ago when it came out but never felt anything. I often made fun of those around me that did. However, the words to that song can now make me cry in an instant because I feel most of them. I will talk more about why later. It's 1pm and I am simply not an afternoon person. Hah, these days I don't feel much like a person at all.